Thursday, January 04, 2007

Another Year


Today I'm cleaning. The kitchen cupboards are ridiculous. I mean... seriously, I don't know where anything is and nothing makes sense. So the project for today is to clean them out and organize things in some sane way.

I'm also going to paint a book, but there will be pictures of that when it's done.

Did I mention that today I'm 30?

I had the realization (at 7:30 this morning) that I was not exactly where I wanted to be when I considered 30 at 25... but I'm closer then I really thought I would be.

I survived divorce, being a single mom, the wilds of dating, and managed to keep all of my friends and stay relatively sane in the process. I am happily married to a great guy who actually wants to be married to me because - amazingly, he likes ME and I rather like him too. I didn't have another baby, but still have managed to add 2 more kids to the mix who make life an adventure. I live in a pretty little house that has character... and pets.

I still stay up too late. I still forget anything not written down. I still wear my sunglasses on my head rain or shine. I still sew things rather then take meds to make me happy. I still write songs that I like. I still read 3 books at the same time. I still want to be six.

Really, there are only two things I've not managed to accomplish... those last 15 pounds have multiplied. And I'm not a rock star. I guess I'll survive... I mean, I could get those taken care of by 40!

By the way. It's my mom's birthday too. She's older then me by 22 years.

3 comments:

Friendstacy said...

Happy Birthday!! 30 isn't so bad, that's about when I finally started feeling (and acting) like a grown-up. :-)

nil said...

I didn't become a rock star either, but i still dance and sing round the house like i am one and i think im cool so that counts

nil said...

** I still sew things rather then take meds to make me happy.***
D I T T O

I actually Laughed out loud when i read this and i was talking to you like you were really right in front of me..